Sunday, January 4, 2015

Happy New Year!

Hello lovelies. How's 2015 treating you so far?  Good I hope, unlike mine. I slept through the fireworks. No surprise there. The first couple of days of 2015 have been a bit bumpy for me. AF came, which means that I had to start taking my Orgalutron shots and my Progynova pills. For some reason, this time the idea of giving myself shots terrified me. I am suddenly afraid of needles. WTH??? I had to take a couple of breaths before giving myself my first shot, and the needle didn't seem to want to pierce my tummy. So I had to try again. And it hurt like hell. I even shed a few tears. WTH??? That has never happened before. I used to be okay with needles. Needles and me? We used to be buddies.

The second shot I had to give myself, I had to do it without hubs sitting next to me. He had to go back to his hometown in Kelantan to clean up his dad's house which was hit by the recent flood. Not the best time for him to go back, but it was something he had to do. And I cried buckets when I sent him to the airport, you would think I wouldn't see him for a year hen in fact he was only gone for one night. Thank God a good friend called to ask if I was okay and asked me out for brunch. We had a good laugh and for a while I forgot how lonely I was without hubs. Thanks Intan! You saved me from a day of wallowing :P That night, I had hubs on speaker the whole time I gave myself the shot. 

3rd shot tonight he was at already at home with me holding my hand. He turned away of course. He can't stand needles and seeing me in pain is something he cannot do. And boy did it hurt. I bled a little and it hurt bad that my teeth chattered for a good few minutes after that. 

So that was my 2015 so far. Fun stuff. I'm supposed to go easy and not strain myself too much. Nurse's order. I'm still gonna do my Pilates and yoga for a bit before I have to stop going to the gym for a while. Tomorrow's gonna be a lazy day. If we wake up early we might go for a morning walk, walk to the market, make lunch and then spend the afternoon on the couch watching DVDs. And then I need to psyche myself up to take the 4th shot at night. I'm already gritting my teeth at the thought.

Until the next update, I hope you are having a lovely weekend my chickadees!


7 comments:

  1. All the best dear!u can do it!are u on fresh ivf or fet?my fet cancelled due to poor utrine lining.still waiting for af to start over.

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    1. I'm doing FET this time :P When's your expected AF?

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  2. aiza, good luck! it's been a while since the last time i took a shot for IVF... baca ni pon dah rasa seriau... be strong k...smg Allah permudahkan utk u...amin...

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    1. Thanks ST! Ameen! Bila your next plan?

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    2. kena buat laps dulu. may be nk kena buang tube. plan in feb sebab super duper bz n x leh tinggal opis jan ni.... huhuhu....

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  3. No problem babe. It's nice to see you, I need the chat myself haha!! All the best. InsyaAllah everything will be just fine. chaiyo chaiyo!! XOXO

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    1. Chaiyo! Ameen! Jom let's meet up again before my house arrest hahaha

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