Monday, July 7, 2014

Confused x10

Hello wonderful people. How have you been? Good? Great. Me? Not too bad considering all that's been going the last couple of months. I've been in an out of the hospital more times than I can count in the last couple of months, went under general anesthetic twice and still no baby in my belly. And since IVF #3 didn't work and the hysteroscopy showed nothing unusual, my doctor is also at a loss. It was actually pretty funny seeing her reaction when she told us the news. That incredulous look that says "what the hell is going on with this girl?" LOL. After the hysteroscopy she asked me whether any of my family members has arthritis and since my mom has osteoarthritis she ordered another round of bloodwork to see if I have any autoimmune disease and some other tests that she had to refer to in her big book of all the blood tests in the world. I think I must have done every blood test known to man for infertility. And guess what? All the tests came back negative. LOL! I'm laughing but weeping inside mind you. Seriously though, what the hell is going on here?

She asked us that since all is clear whether we would like to do our FET #1 during the next cycle. Had a quick discussion with DH and we decided to wait until we come back from our holiday in October. Plus our doctor will be on pilgrimage leave in October and I would really hate for her not to be around during my treatment. I mean come on, what other REs have you text her on anything that you're concerned with while on treatment? So we'll wait, most probably for my November cycle. That leaves me plenty of time to enjoy Eid, spending months leading to October planning for my big holiday with DH and my little sister, and enjoying it in October. We're in no hurry for now. Them embabies will still be throwing each other snowballs in the freezer when we get back from our holiday. And while we wait for November to come, I'm on aspirin to think my blood. Doctor's orders. Just when I think I'm done with meds for now. 

A friend sent me this and it really tickled me LOL! 

In other news, apparently someone thinks I don't have kids because I don't want them. Well, that's a first. I wonder where she got that idea from? Maybe I should show her all our hospital bills from 2007 through 2014 *blink blink*

Right then. I'm heading off to bed. I'm back at work after my two week medical leave and I had at least twelve things on my to do list at the office today. And so far I have only ticked off two. I'm already so tired thinking about what's waiting for me at the office tomorrow LOL. And I have to wake up at 5 am to prepare for sahur. By the way, how's everyone's Ramadhan so far? Good? Alhamdulillah. 

Have a good week ahead my chickadees!


  1. Ramadhan Kareem Aiza. May Allah Bless us during this Blessed month, and semoga amal kita diterima Nya...Amin...

    I guess ramai patient doc bulan oct ni kot ye... I'll be one of them as well, InshaAllah...planning to do my 3rd IVF after doc come back from Hajj.

    1. Ameen. Ramadhan Kareem to you too ST! Wow that's great news! Maybe we'll see each other at the clinic? Exchange war stories? :D

  2. Same results as urs..doc had tested n did surgery but yet d result negtive..Allah is Great..luv us so much to b in this path...sabar k...b strong...fhd

    1. Yup fhd. Kita ni golongan terpilih hehehe...InsyaAllah we will get our rainbow babies. Ameen!